Happy

Ok, so I've been on my happy pills for a week now. Am I pooping rainbows yet? Ummm, no. Am I able to talk without the constant flow of tears welling up? Yes. Am I able to enjoy my kids again? Yes. I think it's a win. I am having some massive side effects that I will have to talk to my doctor about tomorrow, but I can deal.  It's funny that no one in my "real" world even know anything is wrong. I think they just thought I snapped out of my hormones, or maybe they didn't even notice. Who knows. I don't think people usually know what goes on behind closed doors anyways and honestly, I'm happy with that. I don't like being the center of attention or having people worry about me so with the exception of my blog world readers, I'm still "normal". HA. Ok, as normal as I ever was!